He left us alone, forever.

When i woke up on 25th January, it was 5.52 a.m. I heard my mom cried. I can hear my auntie's voice on the phone. She said "Tan dah takdak" Then, i cant feel sleepy anymore and i cant feel my body aching because of my fever. The only thing that i was thinking of was "Am i dreaming? What did i just heard? Is it true? How can it be? Its impossible. He cant leave me. He's still young. I know he is strong. How can it be? How am i gonna face it later? How am i gonna have a look at his face for the last time? How is it feel during hari raya without hearing his voice and his jokes? Please tell me its not true. Please god. I miss you a lot paksu. I'll remember every single of your jokes that always make me cry. I'll remember all of your funny stories. I remember the way you walk, the way you talk to me as if im your daughter, the way you make us happy and the way you tell me to study hard. You love me since i was a child. You love me like im your daughter. You love us. You were very close to us and i love you so much. Eventhough you were just my uncle, but for me, you were my second dad. You always tease one of us, and make the others laugh. You always brighten up our hari raya with your jokes and stories. Yeah, maybe you have to go because God loves you more. Ive heard about the news that you were admitted in the hospital. But i thought it was nothing serious because my mom said you were getting better. I really really really wanted to visit you. But you know whats the problem. I really miss you paksu. Since the day you passed away, i dont think im enjoying every single of my day. Maybe i need some time to let it go. To accept the true fact. I think my days are getting worst. I feel like there's something missing. But im sure you want us to continue our life. And dont worry to much. You should'nt go so soon. I love you so much paksu. And i love you so much. Al fatihah