When i woke up on 25th January, it was 5.52 a.m. I heard my mom cried. I can hear my auntie's voice on the phone. She said "Tan dah takdak" Then, i cant feel sleepy anymore and i cant feel my body aching because of my fever. The only thing that i was thinking of was "Am i dreaming? What did i just heard? Is it true? How can it be? Its impossible. He cant leave me. He's still young. I know he is strong. How can it be? How am i gonna face it later? How am i gonna have a look at his face for the last time? How is it feel during hari raya without hearing his voice and his jokes? Please tell me its not true. Please god. I miss you a lot paksu. I'll remember every single of your jokes that always make me cry. I'll remember all of your funny stories. I remember the way you walk, the way you talk to me as if im your daughter, the way you make us happy and the way you tell me to study hard. You love me since i was a child. You love me like im your daughter. You love us. You were very close to us and i love you so much. Eventhough you were just my uncle, but for me, you were my second dad. You always tease one of us, and make the others laugh. You always brighten up our hari raya with your jokes and stories. Yeah, maybe you have to go because God loves you more. Ive heard about the news that you were admitted in the hospital. But i thought it was nothing serious because my mom said you were getting better. I really really really wanted to visit you. But you know whats the problem. I really miss you paksu. Since the day you passed away, i dont think im enjoying every single of my day. Maybe i need some time to let it go. To accept the true fact. I think my days are getting worst. I feel like there's something missing. But im sure you want us to continue our life. And dont worry to much. You should'nt go so soon. I love you so much paksu. And i love you so much. Al fatihah
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
Kesengalan Norule -.-
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
anis!
Anis- says:
yes hunnyh
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
i love you!
Anis- says:
-.-
sumpah takde keje
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
hahah
Anis- says:
kau buat ape jee?
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
i love you!
Anis- says:
i love you two three four five six seven eight nine ten
puas?
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
nope
Anis- writes:
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
nope
Anis- writes:
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH writes:
Anis- writes:
Anis- says:
alamak
lupa nk lukis rambut
hahahaha
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH writes:
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH winks:
Play "Heart"
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
dh dh jgn jd terlampau gay
Anis- says:
hahahaha
kau pegi hanta heart beat tuu apehal?
haha
tau laa kau suka sgt science chapter one
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
bile masa?
Anis- says:
siap hanta heart
-.-
lembab laa kau
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Anis- says:
YA ALLAH
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
asl?
Anis- says:
sje je
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH just sent you a nudge.
You have just sent a nudge.
Anis- says:
babe
gtg
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
tanak
Friday, January 1, 2010
Hayden Christensen and David Rice <3
Calm yourself down. I know, he's hot. OMG, you should watch him in the movie called Jumper. His name in that movie is David Rice. Hot hot David :p OH GOD, DAMN HOT ! In that movie, Max Theriot was the young David. Yeah, as all of you know, Max Theriot was my crush too ! Haha. And when he was 5, OMG. That liltle boy was freakingggggggggggggggg cute! The conclusion is, the five years old David Rice, the 15 years old David Rice and the 23 years old David Rice was FREAKING CUTEEEEEEEEEE :) Seriously. If you dont believe my words, then you should watch the movie by yourself. Actually its an old movie. Not 'that' old. I mean it was release a few years ago. I think? Because i remember the first time i watch that movie was last year or last two years in my sister's laptop. When i watched that movie, i was like 'Wtf? He's DAMN CUTE !' Haha. But i was in love with Max Theriot in that moment. HAHA. But now, ofcourse the hot Hayden <3 Whatever it is, to anyone of you that didnt watch this movie yet, DO watch. Then, you'll know what the hell am i talking about right now. Hehe. Okay then. Bye bye.
Hayden Christensen, I loveeeeeeeeeeee you <3
