It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.

Yeah, you got it right. The title for this post was taken from Bella's line in New Moon. Gosh, really really really cant wait for that movie. Maybe im gonna watch in on 1st December which is on Tuesday. Actually i really really wanted to watch that movie on 26th which is the date that New Moon will be realease in the cinema. But unfortunately, i cant :( Im going back to my home town this Thursday which is 26th because of Hari Raya Korban. And ill be back on 29th or 30th, i guess. So, i can't wait ! Urgh, i hope the ticket wont sold out :S Hopefully. Err, these days, i dont know why. I lose my appetite to eat. I dont really eat nowadays. :S Weird. Usually, i'll eat A LOT. Seriously. Im really really confused. Whatever, its better for me not to eat too much.