Happy Birthday, Aqilah Nadhirah <3

Syg, as you can see, today is your birthday. Eventhough i am the 1oth person who wished you 'happy birthday', it doesn't mean that i forget about you. Okay, darl? You are 14 now :) Yeah, we are. Hehe. Its amazing, you know. If it's 14 years ago, I was born yesterday and there you go, today you were born :) Maybe we are twins from another mother? HAHA. Whatever it is, I loveee you so much. Have a nice birthday :)

My birthday :)

Today is my birthday :) Today was my greatest birthday. Eventhough i didnt get any present yet, but i am still happy. Because all the people that i love, wished 'Happy Birthday' to me. Some of them wished me at 12.00 a.m. Thank you so much guys. I love you guys so much and i know, you guys know that. I was thinking how to make this post as something special. But i cant figure it out. I just want everybody to know that this post is very very very meaningful to me. Because i am very very very thankfull that i know all of them who remember my birthday and wished me :) For me, when someone wish me a happy birthday, i will really really really appreciate it. Seriously. My mom said, she gonna buy me a birthday present :D And she told me what is it. She saw this note books in a can. Four notebooks and it was in MPH. Guess what was written on the four notebooks? 'Twilight', 'New Moon', 'Eclipse' & 'Breaking Dawn'. It was in a beautiful big can. The way my mom describe it shows that thing is a must-buy thing for me :D It costs RM 70 +. Then i told my mom, " Can i have it for my birthday? " Then my mom smiled at me which means 'yes'. I think so :p Plus, i was beging my mom to buy Harper's BAZAAR's and Vanity Fair's December issue. Yeah, you can clearly see why :) Then my mom told me that "If you help me spring clean the house, then i'll buy both of them for you" Then i said "OFCOURSE!" I made a 'surat perjanjian' with my mother. The 'surat perjanjian' is the proof that my mom gonna buy the magazines for me after the spring clean day :D Yeah, i have to do that because if my mom forget, she'll deny -.- So, ofcourse i dont want that to happen. Haha. Emm, tomorrow im gonna go to the movies with my buddies and we gonna watch NEW MOON ! Wohoooo! Im gonna watch it with Syidah, Sarah and Norule :) Aqiela, if you read this, i just wanna tell you that i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna watch with you too, but unfortunately we cant meet up :'( I miss you, darl. I hope we can meet up after you are back from your hometown. And im gonna meet you with your bracess on. HAHA. Btw, im soooo sorry i cant share the photos of the dead cow with all of you :( SO SORRY. Maybe next year? :) Emm, i think thats all for now. Btw, CANT WAIT TO WATCH NEW MOON TOMORROW! Hehe. Byebye. Thanks for reading, btw.

Raya Korban.

Im at my hometown right now. We saw snakes just now -.- Ewww. It was called 'ular lidi'. Ergh, whatever. Damn bored and my tummy is aching -.- I ate some 'ketupat' just now. Nothing much to talk about. Later, maybe im gonna see a cow being 'korban'. Im sooo sorry, cow. You gonna die later and im gonna eat you :( Err, later i'll share some photos of the dead cow with all of you. I miss my friends :( But its okay. Im gonna meet some of them this Tuesday :) Cant wait !

It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.

Yeah, you got it right. The title for this post was taken from Bella's line in New Moon. Gosh, really really really cant wait for that movie. Maybe im gonna watch in on 1st December which is on Tuesday. Actually i really really wanted to watch that movie on 26th which is the date that New Moon will be realease in the cinema. But unfortunately, i cant :( Im going back to my home town this Thursday which is 26th because of Hari Raya Korban. And ill be back on 29th or 30th, i guess. So, i can't wait ! Urgh, i hope the ticket wont sold out :S Hopefully. Err, these days, i dont know why. I lose my appetite to eat. I dont really eat nowadays. :S Weird. Usually, i'll eat A LOT. Seriously. Im really really confused. Whatever, its better for me not to eat too much.

Robert Thomas Pattinson <3

He melts me, he drives me crazy, he turns me on and he is the hottest man alive. Serious shit. Everytime I look at his pictures, I'll become crazy. I dont know why. Im soooo Robsessed. If you are about to tell me that " Twilight sucks ", " RobPatt looks like a drug addict ". Now, you listen to me, bitch. Which planet are you from? And, GO TO HELL. Plus, you are TOTALLY wrong. Fyi, he is totally mine <3

Pfht.

Cuba teka apa aku mimpi dua hari lepas? Bodoh gilaa. Time tuu aku tgh tido, mengantuk sgt. Smpi aku tak sedar ape yg jd. Tp aku sedar skit yg mak aku ada bwk masuk dua org dlm rumah aku. Tp, aku taktau dua org tuu spe. Besok, aku bgn agak lewat, then bila aku turun from upstairs, aku nmpk pintu rumah aku terbuka. Aku nmpk dkt luar rumah aku ada kereta yg mcm selalu ada dkt zoo tuu. Yg untuk tourist. Yg kereta tuu mcm panjang and takde pintu. Dkt seat yg paaaaaaaling belakang, cuba teka aku nmpk spe? Lelaki tuu pakai baju melayu warna kuning. Entah knp, on tht day mimpi aku di-upgradekan, terus ada colour. Padahal before this, black and white jee. Then bila aku tgk lelaki berbaju melayu warna kuning tuu, he is Nick Wheeler -.- Wtf? He keep on waving his hand dkt my mom. And dpn Nick, ada Tyson Ritter. I was like WTF? Then my dad tnya " Siapa tuu? " Then i ckp, " Yg belakang tuu Nick Wheeler and dkt dpn tuu Tyson Ritter " And then my dad said " Ohhh ". I dont know why both of them mcm not soo close dgn me on tht day. Diorg mcm talk to my mom jee. Jealous gilaa -.- I mcm nk take their autograph's but, i mcm dah bgn lambat so, tht time diorang dah nk balik. Then bru i dpt tau yg diorng just tumpang my house sbb tht time diorang ada buat concert dkt Malaysia. Wth? Pegi laa book a hotel room or something?? Hahaha. Whatever, it was just a dream.

New Moon mania.

God damn it. Serious fucking shit, i cant wait for New Moon. 26th? Shit. Lambat lagi. But im still waiting ! I've been waiting for New Moon since many many many months ago. Perhaps since last year ! Just god knws, how am i addicted to this stuff. Everytime i watch E!, i'll become crazy. Because everytime i switch on tht channel, i'll see stuffs about New Moon. It drives me crazy. ARGH. Im totally gonna watch New Moon. New Moon, here I come.

I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.

2012 was great, great, great, great and great.

I don't get it

This evening at school was fun. We had a class 'party' at the canteen. Is was not like a real party actually. Its like hanging out with my classmates while eating. I ate pizza, panasanjing, thts all i guess? Im wondering, who was the one who named the food as 'hotdog'? Cant they put any other animal's name? Its better if there is no any animal's name. Its a food. Why should it called as a 'dog'? Whatever it is, it shouldn't be called 'hotdogs'. Maybe we can call em 'hotbeef'? Better. No no. Beef is better. A few days ago, i watched a programme in the television. The programme was about on how to make 'Tradisional kuih'. So, i watched. Then, there is one type of 'kuih' which tht guy used his foots and steped on tht 'kuih'. Errrr, disgusting. Can you imagine, he is an indian man. First, is his foots clean? Second, you shouldn't step on a food. Third, will you eat it? Yulk. Can't they just use their hands?

boo! you whore.

got a problem with me? fix it.
think i'm trippin? tie my shoe.
can't stand me? sit down.
can't face me? turn around!

I really mean it.

learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

life is too short,
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness,
laugh while you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.
love deeply and forgive quickly,
take chances, give everything,
and have no regrets.

you can't lose what you never had.

I've been very lazy to update my blog nowdays. Maybe, i hv to wait for the 'mood' to come. Err, these days i spent most of my time searching for the new stuffs for the new house. It's very tiring -.- But, i hv to help my parents to choose the stuffs. Tomorrow is my class's party. Im very excited. Omg, i just realize tht tomorrow is the last of me becoming a form two student in my school :') Im gonna miss the happy days in the afternoon session. A LOT of memories. Plus, next year is a PMR year for me :S Gotto score 8 As. Or esle, ntah laa. Err, around 8.30 pm me and my parents went to a lighting store near our housing area. Then, we bought a few lights for our house. Theres A LOT of beautiful lights which really make me feel tht becoming an Interior Designer is a perfect choice for an ambition (: I was planning to go for a baking class this Wednesday but, errr, long story. So, i think i will not be joining the class :( But i really want to. But its okay. I think i will be joining a dancing class in December. Maybe with my cousin. So, i'll update my blog whenever im in the 'mood'. Byeeeeeeee

Shahredza Minhat <3

Gosh, he is SO CUTE (: One day, i would like to speak to him. Watching Pisau Cukur was the most exciting thing for me. I will never regret buying tht RM10 ticket . And spending my 1 and a half hour for tht movie. This picture, on the right, is one of my favourite scene (: Redza Minhat (blue shirt) and Maya Karin danced together (: Btw, I LOVEEEE the way he dressed up in tht movie. He looks so cute. Seriouly. I would like to watch this movie over and over again. Honestly, this movie was THE BEST malay movie tht i hv ever watched. And, just wanna tell to all of you tht, Im a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG fan of SHAHREDZA MINHAT <3

Happy Birthday, Nur Rasyidah<3

Sygg, harini is your birthday. Ingatkan nk wish midnight semalam. But, tertido pulak -.- So sorry. And kt call awk pon pukul 4 something harini. Yeah, awk tau knp kan? SO SORRY. But jgn ingt kt lupa tau (: Kt SENTIASA ingat. And, pasal your speech, SERIOUSLY, Im soooo touched :') Thankyou sygg. Memang kt lucky sgt dpt bestfriend mcm awk (: THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING :') And, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY.

Happy Belated Birthday, Aina Yasmin<3

7th November, 2009.

Aina, thanks for being a good friend (: Yesterday, awk dah 14 (: I'll get something for you, okay sygg? Have a nice birthday. Love ya<3

Gotto to read this (:

Hey people. Im sooooooo sorry, sbb dah lama tak update my blog. Gosh, there's thousands of stories tht i gotto to share with all of you. Seriously. Okay, first things first. Emm, last Thursday at school.

Me/Qiela: Hey, where are you going tomorrow?
Adele: Oh, im going to Summit (:
Qiela: Ohh really? We are also going.
Me: Yeah. Lets go together !
Adele: Yeah yeah. Sure. So wht time?
- And we planned about the time, where should we meet and stuffs. -

Friday:

9 a.m

Kak Naj: Anis, bangun aku dah nak pergi kerja.
Me:Yeah. (sleepy)

Then, i went bck to sleep.

10 a.m

I woke up. Then i watched TV. I was waiting for Aqiela to come to my place. We decided to meet up at 11 a.m.

11 a.m

Qiela: Anis ! (outside the house)
Me: Yeah (opening the gate)
Qiela: Weh, kau tau tak. Td pkol 9 a.m aku dah dtg rumah kau weh.
Me: Omg, seriously? Asal??
Qiela: Tak, sbb mak kau call aku. Mak kau mintak tlg kat aku suruh ckp kat kau untuk tutup api nasi.
Me: -.-' (my phone rosak) Laaa, ye ke? SO SORRY WEH !
Qiela: Takpe, takpe. Aku tunggu satu jam kot kat dpn rumah kau.
Me: Omg weh. SERIOUSLY. SORRY GILAAAA !
Qiela: Takpeeeeee (:

- Qiela, im SO SORRY :S -

Then, we went to Summit. Ktorg mcm takde idea langsung nk buat ape kat sne, selain drpd tgk movies. So, WE GOTTO watch a movie. Then, at last ktorg decided nk tgk Pisau Cukur.. Then, we watched tht movie. Time part cerita tuu yg, Maya Karin nk kasi air dekat tht Datuk yg dia suka, tiba tiba ade sorang lelaki dtg. OHMYGOD, first time i tgk tht guy, i was like WTF? GILAAAAAAAA COMEL SIAL ! His name in tht movie is Faqir. And his real name is SHAHREDZA MINHAT<3 AWWWW ! He was like DAMNFUCKING CUTE ! SERIOUSLY. IM NOT TELLING YOU A LIE. Especially his outfit in tht movie !!!! FORGODSAKE ! HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE AND HOT ! He wears bracess and tht made him look cuter (: You seriously GOTTO WATCH THT MOVIE ! And now, Me and Aqiela are addicted to him<3 SHAHREDZA MINHAT, I LOVE YOU<3 Then, yesterday Qiela told me tht the actors in Pisau Cukur are coming to TS and KLCC, today. So, we planned tht maybe Qiela's mother can send us either at TS ( 8 pm ) or KLCC ( 1 pm ) Then, i told Aqiela tht i prefer to go in the afternoon. So, after Aqiela asked her mom. At last, she told me tht we cant go :'( I WAS LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOO DISAPPOINTED AND SAD :'( So do Aqiela :( But we were like soooooooo excited to meet up SHAHREDZA MINHAT. But, unfortunately, we cant :'( But its okay. In his next movie, i'll go to the premier and meet him and i'll watch ALL HIS MOVIES (; It is a promise (:


Okay next. Wht else? Emm, last Wednesday. One day after our final exam. Me, Norule, and Qiela went to Sungei Wang and TS. We planned to watch Jennifer's Body. But when i was on my way to TS, (i was in the CAB) Norule called me and she told me tht they were not allowed to buy JB's movie ticket -.- Well, under age lah katakan -.- I was like SO PISSED OFF. URGH. Like WTF? Klau dorang tak allowed under 18 to watch tht movie, but still. After tht movie come out, ktorg ttp beli the DVD -.- Ade otak taknak fikir. Emm, then ktorg decide to not watch the movie -.- Then ktorg terus gerak Sungei Wang. I was thinking nk beli printed dress, so i wnt Norule's and Qiela's opinion. (GUYS, THANKS A LOOOOOOOT FOR YOUR OPINION -.-) But at last, Aiman and Syafiqah split dgn us then dorang pergi tgk movies. Then at last i didnt buy a printed dress. But i bought a top and a half jacket. (: Emm, then ktorg (me, my sis, norule and qiela) pergi mkn dekat kitaro (: AND AND AND ! this is the BEST part. Mcm, dekat dgn our table ade two guys tau. Dorang punya meja mcm dkt dgn our's. So, when i was eating, i nmpk dia mcm tgk tgk. Hahaa. But i buat bodo jee. Then time ktorg nk blah, my sis jalan dulu, then norule, then me, and last aqiela. Time i tgh jln, i dgr mcm ade org ckp something. But i tak dgr sgt. Then i buat bodo je laa. Then aqiela tiba2 mcm nk say something. But tiba2, dia kata "Takpe takpe. Takde pape" -.- I was like " Errr, okay " Then after tht day Aqiela told me.

Aqiela: Weh, kau tau tak lepas kt habis mkn aku kan mcm nk ckp something kat kau?
Me: Yeah yeah. Ape act kau nk ckp?
Aqiela: Kau nmpk tak dua org budak laki yg duduk dekat dgn meja kt time tuu?
Me: Yeahh. Knp dgn diorg?
Aqiela: Lepas kau jln, dorang ckp "Bye"
Me: Haha. Really? Alaaa, asal tak kasi jee tau aku time tuu?? (i was like quite upset dgn aqiela sbb dia tak bg tau. Sbb, tht guy yg ckp "Bye" tuu, agak CUTE ! Hahaha
Qiela: Alaa, mane lah aku tau.

Then, we went for Shisha (: Awww, tht moment will always be in my heart <3 Hahaha. Gilaa lawak bila Norule cuba nk sedut asap byk tp at last dia batuk. HAHAHA. Same goes to me and Aqiela. But at last, AKU YG PRO :p Hahaha. And and, time ktorg shisha, ade mamat baju putih tuu. COMEL (: Hahaha. Dia asyik tgk dekat our table. Taktau lah pandang spe. Norule ke? Aqiela ke? My sis ke? OR ME ?! HAHAHAHA -.-

Hahaha. Emm, wht else should i tell to all of you? Emmm, i think thts all. WOAH ! GILAAA PANJANG AKU TYPE -.- Hahaha. So, see ya<3 Byebye (: