It's MY blog. NOT yours.

im unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him

2010-05-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

i never felt ths way before. i never felt so in love before. i never love someone as mch as i love you. i never felt so disappointed before. i never felt so stressed up before. i never felt so happy before. i never think of someone as much as i do nw. i never willing to do anything to get someone before. i am very shy and ive never been so brave to smile at someone tht i dnt even knw. i dont give a damn abt myself anymore because wht ive been thinking abt is you. youre stuck in my mind and i cnt even get you out of my mind. even ive tried very very hard, youre still there. in my heart and my mind. ive done my best to get yr attention. you noticed me before. but, not anymore. you had stop smiling at me and looking at me. even i stand right under yr nose, i feel as if im not even exist. it hurts. it truly hurts. i feel like crying everyday and wonder why do i hv to meet you at the beginning of ths year? you were standing right in front of the door and you were smiling like you always do. why do i like you so much? because youre different frm any other guys tht ive met before. really different. youre very kind, friendly, love to smile and youre very sweet. i dnt give damn at all abt yr looks. the only thing i wnt frm you is yr heart and a chance. eventhough i dnt really knw you, but everytime i see yr face, i feel as if ive known you fr so many yrs. yr smile really calms me down. yeah i knw. maybe its my fault. ive been so panic everytime i met you. i hv no balls to even look at you and smile at you. maybe you misunderstood. its not tht im ignoring you. its jst tht im too shy. i knw i knw i knw. its my fault. everybody said so. haih. my friends told me to get over him. but i cant. i really really cant. the word 'get over him' really make me upset. very very very upset. and sometimes i feel like crying whenever i see tht word. im stuck now. i wnt to get rid of you. but i cnt. seriously i cant. if i wnt to go on, i'll be a heart broken kid everyday. cry, cry, cry and cry. it hurts. sometimes i jst cnt take it anymore. wht should i do? perhaps i should forget you and move on :( i'll try to get over you eventhough i hv to face the excrushiating pain in my heart. whatever method im gonna use to forget you, im pretty sure tht my feelings towards you will never fade away. but its fading now :( it hurts me so badly :( i'll always always always remember the good sweet old memories of me and you. the first time you said hi to me, the first time i accidently touched yr hand and the first time i smiled at you. it'll always be in my heart. ths is not something which i copy-paste from the internet. but ths came frm the bottom of my heart. im not being lame or extra emotional. but its true. this is the truth. who is he? you'll never knw. and he'll never knw tht what i was talking abt is him. he'll never knw. never never ever. you'll never knw who is he. maybe my close friends do. and whoever he is, the most important thing is, i really really do love him :( you'll be my first and lst true love.

sincerely,
anis zakri

I HATE MY LIFE

2010-04-11T05:11:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday, nurul akmar.

2010-03-11T03:39:00.000-08:00

10th March, 2010.

Happy birthday, gila. Yesterday was your 15th birthday. (Sorry, ter-wish salah dlm text) I jst wnt you to knw, even kau gila, kerek nk mati, sengal dan sewaktu dgnnya, aku tetap syg kau. Even kau bt lawak yg aku tak rsa kelakar but rsa nk bg pelempang, slalu destroy moment moment aku tgh hv fun sbb kau kecoh nk balik sbb takut kantoi dgn mak kau, disebabkan oleh otak kau yg slalu ade byk topic yg nk dipercakapkan during our science tuition, Pn Lam slalu marah kt, even kau slalu kerek nk mampus dgn aku dkt MSN, (bukan setakat MSN, but all the time kau slalu kerek), even kau slalu pukul aku dgn tulang kau, aku tetap syg kau. I had so much fun since i met you. And im a very very very lucky person because i hv a friend like you. I knw you're dying to knw wht's your birthday present is, but im so sorry. I cant tell you. You have to wait until this saturday :) Muahahaha. I hope you gonna like it! Plus, kau gila gila lucky takde sape tempek kau semalam. Tp tunggu je laa nnti. evil smile* Plus, aku akn doakan kau akn dpt lens waterproof RM 16,000 kau tuu. And kenama kau. Aku tak sekaya tuu nk belikan kejadah tu sume untuk kau :'( Happy 15th birthday! Again. I hope you'll have another happy 15 years to live for and to fulfill your dreams. I loveeeeeeeeeeee you :) Muahhhhhhhhhhhhh

The PD trip was awesome.

2010-02-15T22:08:00.000-08:00

Just got back from PD, two days ago. On sunday night. Me, my parents and my sister went to PD on last saturday. Actually, we supposed to stay there for three days and two nights. But unfortunately, my sister gotto go back to her uni :( But still, the two days were kindda awesome. On sunday afternoon, me and my sister swam in the swimming pool. Gosh, i tell you. Theres plenty of cute guys. Shirtless. wink* Hahaha. Then, we sat by the beach while looking at those people who were on the banana boat, shouting. Hahaa. I have the interest to try, but i dont have the courage. LOL. So, i thought i wanna try to 'berkayak'. But after what my sister said, "how if bende tuu terbalik?". My courage terus *poooof*. Hilang. Hahaha. Before we went back home, we had our dinner at a restaurant called 'Medan Selera Nelayan, Ikan Bakar'. Guess what, we waited for the food for, lemme guess. 3 hours??!! Omg, seriously they were damn freaking slow ! Okay okay, actually we waited for about an hour. But still! Its quite some time! I was like damn pissed off. And i didnt tell you about the price yet, right? The price for the food was RM 60 plus. But the only thing that we ate was ikan bakar, vegetables and soup. Those foods cost RM 60 plus? I think its a bit toooooooooooo expensive. Dah laa their service macam taik, then the price was extremely expensive. So, for those who was thinking to go to PD, DONT you ever go to this restaurant. Trust me, instead of being full, you gonna be very pissed off :)

Help me ! Im in a BIG trouble !!!! Damn laaaaaaa

2010-02-08T03:40:00.001-08:00

Shit shit shit shit shit shit. Help me please? Somebody? Damn it. Im dead X(

Awake

2010-02-08T02:53:00.000-08:00

Hey, check this out. Can you see that? 'Hayden Christensen'. Hahaha. I just found out about this movie. Tak tau klau aku yg mmg lembab baru tau about this movie -.- Watched it on last two days in Cinemax i guess? Ke HBO? Ntah laa, lupa. I have no idea kenape in this movie i feel like slapping Jessica Alba's face -.- Serious, but no offence. She's DAMN pretty. Especially her hair. Erghhhh, i want her hair! The conclusion is, it's a great movie. You should watch :)

Hot Gimmick

2010-02-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

Oh god, im very very very very very very obsessed with this thinggi. Daaaaaaaaaamn. Btw, that dude over there. On that cover, his name is Shinogu. Very very tall Shinogu <3 I hope he is real. Not just an anime :( But still, he's cute ;)

He left us alone, forever.

2010-01-26T01:49:00.000-08:00

When i woke up on 25th January, it was 5.52 a.m. I heard my mom cried. I can hear my auntie's voice on the phone. She said "Tan dah takdak" Then, i cant feel sleepy anymore and i cant feel my body aching because of my fever. The only thing that i was thinking of was "Am i dreaming? What did i just heard? Is it true? How can it be? Its impossible. He cant leave me. He's still young. I know he is strong. How can it be? How am i gonna face it later? How am i gonna have a look at his face for the last time? How is it feel during hari raya without hearing his voice and his jokes? Please tell me its not true. Please god. I miss you a lot paksu. I'll remember every single of your jokes that always make me cry. I'll remember all of your funny stories. I remember the way you walk, the way you talk to me as if im your daughter, the way you make us happy and the way you tell me to study hard. You love me since i was a child. You love me like im your daughter. You love us. You were very close to us and i love you so much. Eventhough you were just my uncle, but for me, you were my second dad. You always tease one of us, and make the others laugh. You always brighten up our hari raya with your jokes and stories. Yeah, maybe you have to go because God loves you more. Ive heard about the news that you were admitted in the hospital. But i thought it was nothing serious because my mom said you were getting better. I really really really wanted to visit you. But you know whats the problem. I really miss you paksu. Since the day you passed away, i dont think im enjoying every single of my day. Maybe i need some time to let it go. To accept the true fact. I think my days are getting worst. I feel like there's something missing. But im sure you want us to continue our life. And dont worry to much. You should'nt go so soon. I love you so much paksu. And i love you so much. Al fatihah

I love you so much.

2010-01-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

The person who texted me on 22nd January, 2010. 1.32 a.m :) Syggggg sgt.

Kesengalan Norule -.-

2010-01-18T04:51:00.000-08:00

NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
anis!
Anis- says:
yes hunnyh
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
i love you!
Anis- says:
-.-
sumpah takde keje
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
hahah
Anis- says:
kau buat ape jee?
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
i love you!
Anis- says:
i love you two three four five six seven eight nine ten
puas?
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
nope
Anis- writes:
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
nope
Anis- writes:
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH writes:
Anis- writes:
Anis- says:
alamak
lupa nk lukis rambut
hahahaha
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH writes:
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH winks:
Play "Heart"
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
dh dh jgn jd terlampau gay
Anis- says:
hahahaha
kau pegi hanta heart beat tuu apehal?
haha
tau laa kau suka sgt science chapter one
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
bile masa?
Anis- says:
siap hanta heart
-.-
lembab laa kau
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Anis- says:
YA ALLAH
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
asl?
Anis- says:
sje je
　
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH just sent you a nudge.
　
You have just sent a nudge.
　
Anis- says:
babe
gtg
NORULE SEXAY LEYDEH says:
tanak

Hayden Christensen and David Rice <3

2010-01-01T04:12:00.000-08:00

Calm yourself down. I know, he's hot. OMG, you should watch him in the movie called Jumper. His name in that movie is David Rice. Hot hot David :p OH GOD, DAMN HOT ! In that movie, Max Theriot was the young David. Yeah, as all of you know, Max Theriot was my crush too ! Haha. And when he was 5, OMG. That liltle boy was freakingggggggggggggggg cute! The conclusion is, the five years old David Rice, the 15 years old David Rice and the 23 years old David Rice was FREAKING CUTEEEEEEEEEE :) Seriously. If you dont believe my words, then you should watch the movie by yourself. Actually its an old movie. Not 'that' old. I mean it was release a few years ago. I think? Because i remember the first time i watch that movie was last year or last two years in my sister's laptop. When i watched that movie, i was like 'Wtf? He's DAMN CUTE !' Haha. But i was in love with Max Theriot in that moment. HAHA. But now, ofcourse the hot Hayden <3 Whatever it is, to anyone of you that didnt watch this movie yet, DO watch. Then, you'll know what the hell am i talking about right now. Hehe. Okay then. Bye bye.

Hayden Christensen, I loveeeeeeeeeeee you <3

Hello 2010 :)

2009-12-31T08:43:00.000-08:00

Im not enjoying 2010 yet. I miss 2009 :'(

Im gonna miss 2009 :(

2009-12-31T06:29:00.000-08:00

This year was the best year in my life. Seriously. I've been through a lot this year and most of it was sweet memories :') This year i had A LOT OF FUN. Dont make me cry because im about to cry :( Plus next year gonna be a worst year for me. Yeah, you know why. PMR -.- Im like freaking nervous and worried PMR. Im scared if i cant score 8 A's :S But i'll try my best. I made a promise to myself. Im gonna be a better student next year. HAHA. Such as, by completing my homework, do my revision, wont be late for school. Plus i wont stay up late and stay apart from my computer ! :'( I cant accept that ! But i have to :( Didnt i tell you guys about what my mom gonna do? She's gonna keep the 'modem' :( Which means the internet thinggi. Damn it ! She'll give it to me only when i have school projects for me to complete. That's sooooooooooooo mean right?? URGH. I'll secrectly online while getting my projects done. *Sigh* What a boring life. But i have to do all these things to score 8 A's -.- So, i hope 2010 gonna be a great year. I hope so. Happy New Year, guys. Byebye.

Thank you for everything, Abah <3

2009-12-30T08:52:00.000-08:00

I loveeeeeeeeee you so much. You are the greatest dad. I love love love you so much abah :) Thanks for being such an awesome father. I love you so much. I am very thankful because i have a father like you :) Love you, abah <3

Him

2009-12-18T07:26:00.000-08:00

I really like him :p So cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute. Haha. You know who you are :)

Alex Meraz a.k.a Paul, the werewolf <3

2009-12-11T01:12:00.000-08:00

Yeah, i know. He is damn damn damn damn freaking cute, isn't he? Gosh, this is why i loveeeee werewolfs. HAHA. Eventhough they're fire and they're my bf''s enemy. Hahaha. Omg omg omg, just look at him! SO CUTE. But WTH?! He's married?? :( And his wife is already pregnant. 8 months old. What?? He's just 24 years old! Urgh, im super duper jealous. I cant believe tht he's married :( And his wife, Kim, is kindda pretty in this photo.

Gosh, Kim is a very very very lucky lady :) Haha. I love werewolfs. They are just soooo HOT <3

Yay yay yay yay yay :)

2009-12-09T06:42:00.001-08:00

Yay! This coming Monday, probably i'm going shopping with my friends and sister. Wohoooo. I cant wait :D I really really really gotto search for new tops and bottoms :) I had a list on what should i buy too. Hehe. Seriously, im soooooooooo excited! I thought i wanna go on this Saturday, but im scared it'll be a liltle bit crowded. And yeah, for sure im excited because there are 'SALES' sign EVERYWHERE! But no worries, i wont be like that lady up there, in that photo. Hahaha. Plus, im excited to meet up my friendss :)

OH NO !

2009-12-09T06:32:00.001-08:00

I ate super duper A LOT today ! And yesterday too :'( Shitshitshitshitshitshit. I hate food :(

I miss my friends :(

2009-12-06T23:22:00.000-08:00

I watched it, AGAIN.

2009-12-06T02:38:00.000-08:00

I watched New Moon again. The second time. I watched it twice. But, im gonna watch it again. HAHA. Just now, i saw a book about ROBERT PATTINSON <3 in MPH. OMG. It was RM 42.90. I wanna buy it! But, i dunno. I think its better for me to buy the two magazines :) I mean, i'll compare which one is better for me to buy. Which one is more worth it :) Seriuos shit, i dunno what happened to me. Ive never been so addicted to someone before, like how I'm addicted to RobPatt. Maybe because he is the most handsome guy ever! HAHA. Yeah, he is. I love you, Robert <3

New Moon was freaking freaking freaking AWESOME!

2009-12-03T05:15:00.000-08:00

Okay. Lemme take a deep breath. ................ Okay, i cant calm myself down. NEW MOON WAS FREAAAAAAAAAAAAAKING AWESOME! OMG. Taylor Lautner and Robert Pattinson was soooooooooooooooooooooooo HOT! I seem cant get enough of them. Omg, i melted in the cinema last two days. Yeah, last two days i went to Sunway with Syidah, Sarah and Norule. Me, Syidah and Sarah watched that movie together. I had so much fun. Btw, Syidah, im gonna miss you :( And you too, Sarah. Norule, im soooooo sorry. I didnt really hang out with you that day. SO SORRY. Oh god, i really really wanted to buy that flats in Cotton on :( But i have some money problem. Shit. But this sunday, im SO GONNA BUY :) Okay, back to the point. Omg, omg, omg. Im soooooooo gonna watch that movie again. This Sunday im gonna watch it again with my mom. Haha. I almost cried during the movie. Pity Jacob. He was kinnda rejected by Bella. Stupid Bella. And, i almooooost cried when Bella said this to Jacob " Its always been him ". Omg. So mean! And, i cant deny it anymore. Jacob is HOT. So do, Edward :) But im a bit confused. Why does the story ended like this?

'Edward: Marry me, Bella.'

Like wtf? Gotto wait for Eclipse?? Omg! I CANT WAIT. I wanna watch em now ! But seriously, New Moon was totally great. Im SO GONNA watch it again :)

P/s: Sorry Norule. Kene post jgk about New Moon :p

Happy Birthday, Aqilah Nadhirah <3

2009-11-30T08:57:00.000-08:00

Syg, as you can see, today is your birthday. Eventhough i am the 1oth person who wished you 'happy birthday', it doesn't mean that i forget about you. Okay, darl? You are 14 now :) Yeah, we are. Hehe. Its amazing, you know. If it's 14 years ago, I was born yesterday and there you go, today you were born :) Maybe we are twins from another mother? HAHA. Whatever it is, I loveee you so much. Have a nice birthday :)

My birthday :)

2009-11-30T05:02:00.000-08:00

Today is my birthday :) Today was my greatest birthday. Eventhough i didnt get any present yet, but i am still happy. Because all the people that i love, wished 'Happy Birthday' to me. Some of them wished me at 12.00 a.m. Thank you so much guys. I love you guys so much and i know, you guys know that. I was thinking how to make this post as something special. But i cant figure it out. I just want everybody to know that this post is very very very meaningful to me. Because i am very very very thankfull that i know all of them who remember my birthday and wished me :) For me, when someone wish me a happy birthday, i will really really really appreciate it. Seriously. My mom said, she gonna buy me a birthday present :D And she told me what is it. She saw this note books in a can. Four notebooks and it was in MPH. Guess what was written on the four notebooks? 'Twilight', 'New Moon', 'Eclipse' & 'Breaking Dawn'. It was in a beautiful big can. The way my mom describe it shows that thing is a must-buy thing for me :D It costs RM 70 +. Then i told my mom, " Can i have it for my birthday? " Then my mom smiled at me which means 'yes'. I think so :p Plus, i was beging my mom to buy Harper's BAZAAR's and Vanity Fair's December issue. Yeah, you can clearly see why :) Then my mom told me that "If you help me spring clean the house, then i'll buy both of them for you" Then i said "OFCOURSE!" I made a 'surat perjanjian' with my mother. The 'surat perjanjian' is the proof that my mom gonna buy the magazines for me after the spring clean day :D Yeah, i have to do that because if my mom forget, she'll deny -.- So, ofcourse i dont want that to happen. Haha. Emm, tomorrow im gonna go to the movies with my buddies and we gonna watch NEW MOON ! Wohoooo! Im gonna watch it with Syidah, Sarah and Norule :) Aqiela, if you read this, i just wanna tell you that i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna watch with you too, but unfortunately we cant meet up :'( I miss you, darl. I hope we can meet up after you are back from your hometown. And im gonna meet you with your bracess on. HAHA. Btw, im soooo sorry i cant share the photos of the dead cow with all of you :( SO SORRY. Maybe next year? :) Emm, i think thats all for now. Btw, CANT WAIT TO WATCH NEW MOON TOMORROW! Hehe. Byebye. Thanks for reading, btw.

Raya Korban.

2009-11-26T17:29:00.000-08:00

Im at my hometown right now. We saw snakes just now -.- Ewww. It was called 'ular lidi'. Ergh, whatever. Damn bored and my tummy is aching -.- I ate some 'ketupat' just now. Nothing much to talk about. Later, maybe im gonna see a cow being 'korban'. Im sooo sorry, cow. You gonna die later and im gonna eat you :( Err, later i'll share some photos of the dead cow with all of you. I miss my friends :( But its okay. Im gonna meet some of them this Tuesday :) Cant wait !

It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.

2009-11-24T03:58:00.000-08:00

Yeah, you got it right. The title for this post was taken from Bella's line in New Moon. Gosh, really really really cant wait for that movie. Maybe im gonna watch in on 1st December which is on Tuesday. Actually i really really wanted to watch that movie on 26th which is the date that New Moon will be realease in the cinema. But unfortunately, i cant :( Im going back to my home town this Thursday which is 26th because of Hari Raya Korban. And ill be back on 29th or 30th, i guess. So, i can't wait ! Urgh, i hope the ticket wont sold out :S Hopefully. Err, these days, i dont know why. I lose my appetite to eat. I dont really eat nowadays. :S Weird. Usually, i'll eat A LOT. Seriously. Im really really confused. Whatever, its better for me not to eat too much.

Robert Thomas Pattinson <3

2009-11-20T00:04:00.000-08:00

He melts me, he drives me crazy, he turns me on and he is the hottest man alive. Serious shit. Everytime I look at his pictures, I'll become crazy. I dont know why. Im soooo Robsessed. If you are about to tell me that " Twilight sucks ", " RobPatt looks like a drug addict ". Now, you listen to me, bitch. Which planet are you from? And, GO TO HELL. Plus, you are TOTALLY wrong. Fyi, he is totally mine <3

Pfht.

2009-11-19T21:09:00.000-08:00

Cuba teka apa aku mimpi dua hari lepas? Bodoh gilaa. Time tuu aku tgh tido, mengantuk sgt. Smpi aku tak sedar ape yg jd. Tp aku sedar skit yg mak aku ada bwk masuk dua org dlm rumah aku. Tp, aku taktau dua org tuu spe. Besok, aku bgn agak lewat, then bila aku turun from upstairs, aku nmpk pintu rumah aku terbuka. Aku nmpk dkt luar rumah aku ada kereta yg mcm selalu ada dkt zoo tuu. Yg untuk tourist. Yg kereta tuu mcm panjang and takde pintu. Dkt seat yg paaaaaaaling belakang, cuba teka aku nmpk spe? Lelaki tuu pakai baju melayu warna kuning. Entah knp, on tht day mimpi aku di-upgradekan, terus ada colour. Padahal before this, black and white jee. Then bila aku tgk lelaki berbaju melayu warna kuning tuu, he is Nick Wheeler -.- Wtf? He keep on waving his hand dkt my mom. And dpn Nick, ada Tyson Ritter. I was like WTF? Then my dad tnya " Siapa tuu? " Then i ckp, " Yg belakang tuu Nick Wheeler and dkt dpn tuu Tyson Ritter " And then my dad said " Ohhh ". I dont know why both of them mcm not soo close dgn me on tht day. Diorg mcm talk to my mom jee. Jealous gilaa -.- I mcm nk take their autograph's but, i mcm dah bgn lambat so, tht time diorang dah nk balik. Then bru i dpt tau yg diorng just tumpang my house sbb tht time diorang ada buat concert dkt Malaysia. Wth? Pegi laa book a hotel room or something?? Hahaha. Whatever, it was just a dream.

New Moon mania.

2009-11-18T21:50:00.000-08:00

God damn it. Serious fucking shit, i cant wait for New Moon. 26th? Shit. Lambat lagi. But im still waiting ! I've been waiting for New Moon since many many many months ago. Perhaps since last year ! Just god knws, how am i addicted to this stuff. Everytime i watch E!, i'll become crazy. Because everytime i switch on tht channel, i'll see stuffs about New Moon. It drives me crazy. ARGH. Im totally gonna watch New Moon. New Moon, here I come.

I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.

2009-11-18T21:24:00.000-08:00

2012 was great, great, great, great and great.

I don't get it

2009-11-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

This evening at school was fun. We had a class 'party' at the canteen. Is was not like a real party actually. Its like hanging out with my classmates while eating. I ate pizza, panasanjing, thts all i guess? Im wondering, who was the one who named the food as 'hotdog'? Cant they put any other animal's name? Its better if there is no any animal's name. Its a food. Why should it called as a 'dog'? Whatever it is, it shouldn't be called 'hotdogs'. Maybe we can call em 'hotbeef'? Better. No no. Beef is better. A few days ago, i watched a programme in the television. The programme was about on how to make 'Tradisional kuih'. So, i watched. Then, there is one type of 'kuih' which tht guy used his foots and steped on tht 'kuih'. Errrr, disgusting. Can you imagine, he is an indian man. First, is his foots clean? Second, you shouldn't step on a food. Third, will you eat it? Yulk. Can't they just use their hands?

boo! you whore.

2009-11-16T09:26:00.000-08:00

got a problem with me? fix it.
think i'm trippin? tie my shoe.
can't stand me? sit down.
can't face me? turn around!

I really mean it.

learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

2009-11-16T09:21:00.000-08:00

life is too short,
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness,
laugh while you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.
love deeply and forgive quickly,
take chances, give everything,
and have no regrets.

you can't lose what you never had.

2009-11-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

I've been very lazy to update my blog nowdays. Maybe, i hv to wait for the 'mood' to come. Err, these days i spent most of my time searching for the new stuffs for the new house. It's very tiring -.- But, i hv to help my parents to choose the stuffs. Tomorrow is my class's party. Im very excited. Omg, i just realize tht tomorrow is the last of me becoming a form two student in my school :') Im gonna miss the happy days in the afternoon session. A LOT of memories. Plus, next year is a PMR year for me :S Gotto score 8 As. Or esle, ntah laa. Err, around 8.30 pm me and my parents went to a lighting store near our housing area. Then, we bought a few lights for our house. Theres A LOT of beautiful lights which really make me feel tht becoming an Interior Designer is a perfect choice for an ambition (: I was planning to go for a baking class this Wednesday but, errr, long story. So, i think i will not be joining the class :( But i really want to. But its okay. I think i will be joining a dancing class in December. Maybe with my cousin. So, i'll update my blog whenever im in the 'mood'. Byeeeeeeee

Shahredza Minhat <3

2009-11-08T23:30:00.000-08:00

Gosh, he is SO CUTE (: One day, i would like to speak to him. Watching Pisau Cukur was the most exciting thing for me. I will never regret buying tht RM10 ticket . And spending my 1 and a half hour for tht movie. This picture, on the right, is one of my favourite scene (: Redza Minhat (blue shirt) and Maya Karin danced together (: Btw, I LOVEEEE the way he dressed up in tht movie. He looks so cute. Seriouly. I would like to watch this movie over and over again. Honestly, this movie was THE BEST malay movie tht i hv ever watched. And, just wanna tell to all of you tht, Im a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG fan of SHAHREDZA MINHAT <3

Happy Birthday, Nur Rasyidah<3

2009-11-08T05:02:00.000-08:00

Sygg, harini is your birthday. Ingatkan nk wish midnight semalam. But, tertido pulak -.- So sorry. And kt call awk pon pukul 4 something harini. Yeah, awk tau knp kan? SO SORRY. But jgn ingt kt lupa tau (: Kt SENTIASA ingat. And, pasal your speech, SERIOUSLY, Im soooo touched :') Thankyou sygg. Memang kt lucky sgt dpt bestfriend mcm awk (: THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING :') And, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY.

Happy Belated Birthday, Aina Yasmin<3

2009-11-08T04:55:00.000-08:00

7th November, 2009.

Aina, thanks for being a good friend (: Yesterday, awk dah 14 (: I'll get something for you, okay sygg? Have a nice birthday. Love ya<3

Gotto to read this (:

2009-11-08T04:09:00.000-08:00

Hey people. Im sooooooo sorry, sbb dah lama tak update my blog. Gosh, there's thousands of stories tht i gotto to share with all of you. Seriously. Okay, first things first. Emm, last Thursday at school.

Me/Qiela: Hey, where are you going tomorrow?
Adele: Oh, im going to Summit (:
Qiela: Ohh really? We are also going.
Me: Yeah. Lets go together !
Adele: Yeah yeah. Sure. So wht time?
- And we planned about the time, where should we meet and stuffs. -

Friday:

9 a.m

Kak Naj: Anis, bangun aku dah nak pergi kerja.
Me:Yeah. (sleepy)

Then, i went bck to sleep.

10 a.m

I woke up. Then i watched TV. I was waiting for Aqiela to come to my place. We decided to meet up at 11 a.m.

11 a.m

Qiela: Anis ! (outside the house)
Me: Yeah (opening the gate)
Qiela: Weh, kau tau tak. Td pkol 9 a.m aku dah dtg rumah kau weh.
Me: Omg, seriously? Asal??
Qiela: Tak, sbb mak kau call aku. Mak kau mintak tlg kat aku suruh ckp kat kau untuk tutup api nasi.
Me: -.-' (my phone rosak) Laaa, ye ke? SO SORRY WEH !
Qiela: Takpe, takpe. Aku tunggu satu jam kot kat dpn rumah kau.
Me: Omg weh. SERIOUSLY. SORRY GILAAAA !
Qiela: Takpeeeeee (:

- Qiela, im SO SORRY :S -

Then, we went to Summit. Ktorg mcm takde idea langsung nk buat ape kat sne, selain drpd tgk movies. So, WE GOTTO watch a movie. Then, at last ktorg decided nk tgk Pisau Cukur.. Then, we watched tht movie. Time part cerita tuu yg, Maya Karin nk kasi air dekat tht Datuk yg dia suka, tiba tiba ade sorang lelaki dtg. OHMYGOD, first time i tgk tht guy, i was like WTF? GILAAAAAAAA COMEL SIAL ! His name in tht movie is Faqir. And his real name is SHAHREDZA MINHAT<3 AWWWW ! He was like DAMNFUCKING CUTE ! SERIOUSLY. IM NOT TELLING YOU A LIE. Especially his outfit in tht movie !!!! FORGODSAKE ! HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE AND HOT ! He wears bracess and tht made him look cuter (: You seriously GOTTO WATCH THT MOVIE ! And now, Me and Aqiela are addicted to him<3 SHAHREDZA MINHAT, I LOVE YOU<3 Then, yesterday Qiela told me tht the actors in Pisau Cukur are coming to TS and KLCC, today. So, we planned tht maybe Qiela's mother can send us either at TS ( 8 pm ) or KLCC ( 1 pm ) Then, i told Aqiela tht i prefer to go in the afternoon. So, after Aqiela asked her mom. At last, she told me tht we cant go :'( I WAS LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOO DISAPPOINTED AND SAD :'( So do Aqiela :( But we were like soooooooo excited to meet up SHAHREDZA MINHAT. But, unfortunately, we cant :'( But its okay. In his next movie, i'll go to the premier and meet him and i'll watch ALL HIS MOVIES (; It is a promise (:

Okay next. Wht else? Emm, last Wednesday. One day after our final exam. Me, Norule, and Qiela went to Sungei Wang and TS. We planned to watch Jennifer's Body. But when i was on my way to TS, (i was in the CAB) Norule called me and she told me tht they were not allowed to buy JB's movie ticket -.- Well, under age lah katakan -.- I was like SO PISSED OFF. URGH. Like WTF? Klau dorang tak allowed under 18 to watch tht movie, but still. After tht movie come out, ktorg ttp beli the DVD -.- Ade otak taknak fikir. Emm, then ktorg decide to not watch the movie -.- Then ktorg terus gerak Sungei Wang. I was thinking nk beli printed dress, so i wnt Norule's and Qiela's opinion. (GUYS, THANKS A LOOOOOOOT FOR YOUR OPINION -.-) But at last, Aiman and Syafiqah split dgn us then dorang pergi tgk movies. Then at last i didnt buy a printed dress. But i bought a top and a half jacket. (: Emm, then ktorg (me, my sis, norule and qiela) pergi mkn dekat kitaro (: AND AND AND ! this is the BEST part. Mcm, dekat dgn our table ade two guys tau. Dorang punya meja mcm dkt dgn our's. So, when i was eating, i nmpk dia mcm tgk tgk. Hahaa. But i buat bodo jee. Then time ktorg nk blah, my sis jalan dulu, then norule, then me, and last aqiela. Time i tgh jln, i dgr mcm ade org ckp something. But i tak dgr sgt. Then i buat bodo je laa. Then aqiela tiba2 mcm nk say something. But tiba2, dia kata "Takpe takpe. Takde pape" -.- I was like " Errr, okay " Then after tht day Aqiela told me.

Aqiela: Weh, kau tau tak lepas kt habis mkn aku kan mcm nk ckp something kat kau?
Me: Yeah yeah. Ape act kau nk ckp?
Aqiela: Kau nmpk tak dua org budak laki yg duduk dekat dgn meja kt time tuu?
Me: Yeahh. Knp dgn diorg?
Aqiela: Lepas kau jln, dorang ckp "Bye"
Me: Haha. Really? Alaaa, asal tak kasi jee tau aku time tuu?? (i was like quite upset dgn aqiela sbb dia tak bg tau. Sbb, tht guy yg ckp "Bye" tuu, agak CUTE ! Hahaha
Qiela: Alaa, mane lah aku tau.

Then, we went for Shisha (: Awww, tht moment will always be in my heart <3 Hahaha. Gilaa lawak bila Norule cuba nk sedut asap byk tp at last dia batuk. HAHAHA. Same goes to me and Aqiela. But at last, AKU YG PRO :p Hahaha. And and, time ktorg shisha, ade mamat baju putih tuu. COMEL (: Hahaha. Dia asyik tgk dekat our table. Taktau lah pandang spe. Norule ke? Aqiela ke? My sis ke? OR ME ?! HAHAHAHA -.-

Hahaha. Emm, wht else should i tell to all of you? Emmm, i think thts all. WOAH ! GILAAA PANJANG AKU TYPE -.- Hahaha. So, see ya<3 Byebye (:

Hey there.

2009-10-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hey people. Today, i watched Full House and Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak with Aqiela (: Full House was like SO SWEET <3.And the other movie was so FUNNAY! Haha. Then, we played the Nicole Ann David 'wannabe' game -_- Haha. A plastic balloon. We made a lot of funny moves and noises! Hahaha. Then we had pillow fight. We sweat like hell -_- All the stuff we did was considered as an exercise (bak kata Aqiela). Haha. Haaaa, around 11 am, Norule called me and she invited me for a 'study group' at her house. Unfortunately, i cant come. Sorry Norule (: Btw, me and my parents were just back from our dinner. We had our dinner outside. Then we decided to walk around the place. Oh yeah, we went to Shah Alam. We went into the lighting store. We bought two lights for our car porch. The price was quite reasonable. So, The End. Tatatititutu.

I miss you guys ):

2009-10-11T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hey, again. Im just freaking bored. Aqiela, where are you? Kenape rarely online these days? You know what, whithout you online-ing MSN, i will be in the top-3 list in ' The person who are bored ' chart. And also you Sarah ): I miss you a lot. Dah laa last week's saturday we cant meet :'( And right now, im missing my classmates like hell. For one week, i did'nt even meet or talk to them. Nk go hangout. ' Lagi ' im sure my parents wont let. Ye laaa, kene ' study ' laa sgt -_-' But actually, im quite freaked out for the final exam. Not because im scared that i'll not be in the top-3 classes. It's just, im scared that i will be in the different class with Qiela, Aina, Mieza and Raihan :'( Please please please God, i dont wnt to in the different class with them. I really really really hope so. Emm, i think i'll stop here. Byebye.

So sorry (:

2009-10-11T06:10:00.000-07:00

Dear readers, im SOOOOO SOORRY because it was quite sometime ago that i wrote in my blog. I left all this blogging stuff for a few months i guess? The reason is, my beautiful 10 fingers were like FREAKING lazy -_-' Once again, i would like to say sorry (: I wanna tell all the things tht happened in my life for a past few weeks. But it is too much for me to recall every single thing -_- But i will share some stories with you guys. The stories tht i can remember. Emm, let me see. Err, today, i woke up around 9.00 am. Then, me and my parents went to a place to look for the stuffs for our new house. It was like freaking hot. I sweat like hell. Then, we were back around 7.30 pm. I skipped it to make it short (: Yesterday, i went to ikea. We (me and my parents) were also looking for some stuffs for our new house. Omg, it was like damn crowded. I cant even breath(its a lie, obviously). Haha. The point is, at tht time, they were A LOT of people. Emm, nothing much happened on yesterday and today actually. Haaa ! On,on.... what day haaa? Wht let me recall. Err, i think it was last friday which is two days ago, Aqiela went to my house. Oh god, i tell you. I had so much fun ! Me and Aqiela were taking videos and pictures together. One of the video, was like damn funny ! The video which me and Aqiela were fighting for Robert -_-' Haha. You should see our faces. HAHAHA ! Aqiela, if you are reading this, i know, you know about this video. Haha. And we were like damn bored, so we recorded a lot of videos. Haha. I wish i can put it in YouTube. Haha. Im sure everybody will subscribe it ! Haha. Actually, in the morning, i was chatting with Aqiela. Then we were like complaning to each other tht we were damn bored on tht moment. So, i invited Aqiela to come to my house, then she came (: Emm, i have nothing else to say i guess? So, i'll update my next blog whenever im free and bored (: See ya.

Sahur (:

2009-09-06T03:42:00.000-07:00

Hey yo. HAHAHA. This morning, tau tak my sahur full of ape? HAHA. yeahh, Qiela got the answer. hahaha FULL OF LAUGHTERS. HAHA. Qiela asyik buat lawak jee. Haa, lupa nk ckp. We had our sahur together :D Tau tak, kat smalam ktorg shop together then she slept at my house. Then ktorg bukannya tidur. Hahaha. Chat, tangkap gamba, try try baju baru, buat talk show, and buat catwalk . Hahaha. BEST GILAAAAAAAA (: THANKS QIELA ! Haa, time sahur. Hahahaha. Qiela qiela.. ayik buat lawak. Smpi tecekik cekik aku dibuatnyaa. Adoyai. Pastu dia ckp smpi tersembur sembur nasi. HAHAHA. aku tegelak lah. Smpi aku pulak yg tercekik -_-' hahaha. Lawak gilaa. SAHUR AKU YG PALINGGGGG HAPPENING ! haha Aku rse satu subang jaya tau aku sahur td pagi. haha And ade ke patut, dia ckp lampu aku jam? hahahaa. lawak laa kau weh. and then, time tuu ade ayam goreng. Qiela ckp " Weh ni ape? " Pastu aku ckp " Burung masak kunyit " HAHAHAAHA. Pastu dia percaya ! hahaha aku ckp ahh, " Mne adeee, ayam laa ngeng " HAHAA. Sumpah ohh qiela kau boleh masuk raja lawak. Hahaahahha. SUMPAH SMALAM BEST GILA BABENGGG ARGH. Then guess pukul brape ktorg tido? haha. 7.30 pagi ! haha then bangun pukul 3 petang ! haha. then time aku bgn bgn jee, aku baru teringat yg aku dah jnji dengan Adele and Keetha nk hafal skrip Oral Test English. Hahaha. Gelabah ahh, call dorang suruh dtg pukul 4. haha. Ni, aku baru lepas balik dr bazaar. Td hanta Qiela balik rmh bcoz dia teman aku pegi bazaar. Kakak aku dah chow, dia buka dgn balak dia kat KL. Aku sesorang. But its okay ! HAhaha. Nnti pkol 8.30 Qiela nk dtg ! WOOOHOOO. hmm, lmbt lagi ke nk bukak puasa? Haishh. Lg 25 minit siak. K ahh. Chowz kwn kwn (:

Raya Shopping ! ( Qiela & Sarah )

2009-09-05T11:46:00.001-07:00

Oh God ! I had an AWESOME DAY ! Gilaa ahh. Eventhough penat gilaaaa, but still FUN ! And it is the BEST day in my life. Awwwh, i'm gonna miss tht moment ! :'( Ok, ok. Td, A LOT of things happened. Hahaha. I went to Sungai Wang with Qiela and Sarah ( Awww, i miss her so much ). Gila SHOP GILA BABI. Especially me. Hahaha. Smpi kebas kebas tgn angkat brg brg tuh. Hahaha. Kesian Qiela oh. Kne tlg i angkat barang. QIELA IM SOOO SORRY ! THANKS, I LOVE YOU ! ( tgh kat sbelah aku ni ). haha. Dia tunggu aku dgn sarah beli barang, haha. Kesian, dia mengadu penat lah, sakit perut lah. Hahaha. Emm, let me see. I brought three pants, three shirts, two necklaces, one heels, pencil box, and a fil flop. Hehehe. BIG SHOP. haha Eh eh ! Td kan, i dgn qiela tgh jln, then i mcm nmpk satu kedai ni brg dia mcm lawa, then i reverse ahh, then suddenly Qiela jerit " WEIH ! " haha then i terkejut ahh. bila i pandang blakang, i almost bang a guy ! Hahaha. The guys suma tgk jee kat Qiela. hahaahaha. Tp, tadi time shop, oh god. Gila byk org. haha. And time nk balik, ktorg mcm STUCK kat dlm Mall tuu ! hahaha. taktau kat mne exit. haha aku mcm panic gilaa, takut terlock kat dlm mall tuu, hahaha. emm, then time nk mkn td kat 1901, ade sorang minah ni, Qiela ckp, dia pandang slack kat aku. Aku ape lagi ahh, kasi lah 'the look' balik kat dia. Dah lah pkai fake eyelashes. Eeee, mcm slut. Sumpah benci. Nk pandang2 org mcm lah dia bagus sgt kan? yukk. Lagi ape ahh? Ahh, td aku beli heels, aku dgn qiela beli the same design ! Hahaha. Just diff. colour. haha. Aww, td Naj call aku then dia kasi tau aku ahh, suruh beli ape yg sesuai untuk aku. I LOVE YOU SODAMNFUCKINGMUCH NAJ ! Can wait to meet you. Hahahaha. Td kelaka gila, time qiela dgn aku tgh tunggu kakak aku, ktorg duduk lah kat satu bench ni, and dia menghadap kfc. So, can see through lah sape yg tgh mkn kat dlm restaurant tuu, then aku dgn qiela tgh bosan gila. ktorg nmpk ahh ade satu couple ni mkn betul2 dpn ktorg, so, once diaorg bukak mulut, ktorg reka apebende yg dorang ckp since ktorg tak boleh dgr wht are they talking about. HAHAHAHA. SUMPAH Kelakar Gilaaaaa ! HAHAHAHAH. Then then, i asked Qiela to call her mom and ask her whether she can sleep at my house. Then guess what, her parents KASI ! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO !!! I WAS LIKE SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY. TODAY (5 Sept, 2009), IS THE GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFEEEE !!!!!! (: Thank you GOD ((:

Terawih :/

2009-09-02T19:47:00.000-07:00

Smalam aku pegi terawih dekat masjid usj 2. Then, time tuu aku nk sembayang sunat tau. Suddenly, time aku nk sujud :/ telekung aku ternaik atas kepala aku. -_- Aku mcm WTF? Tp, aku sembahyang je laa bcoz time tu tgh sujud then bila dah bgn aku tolak skit but tak jd, lepas tu my mom yg tolong tarikkan. -_- Sumpah malu ! Aku tak tau sape kat blakang aku yg nmpk. hahahaha. And and, time aku tgh sembayang terawih rakaat yg keenam, imam tgh bace ayt2 then suddenly, aku rase mcm ade bende bergerak gerak dlm baju aku. -_-' hahaha aku nmpk kat situ mcm byk gilaaa ulat yg terbang2 tuu, yg slalu ade kat lampu. haha byk gilaaa kot ulat tuu kat lantai ! Goshh. Hahaha after dah habis sembahyang, aku cepat2 keluarkan bende tuu dr baju aku. hahaha tp, lepas tuu aku tgk takde laa pulak. hahaha. Sumpah mengerikan -_-

ICTL Class.

2009-09-01T19:47:00.000-07:00

Hey yo. Tgh dekat citl class skarang. And hasinah is beside me. :D She read my post yg lagi satu, hahaha. Funnaaaay. Hmm, mane laa dorang ni. Tak dtg dtg pon. Si qiela, mieza, aina dgn raihan. Tgh tido laa tu. Haish -_-' Emm, aduyai. Bosannya cikgu ni membebel. Ntah ape yg dia ckp kat dpn tuu. Takpaham langsung. Hahaha. Aku dtg pon untuk 7 marks jee. :D Hahaha. Cikgu tu baru ckp " Sok yee, ape jawapam seterusnya?!" HAHA yeahh. the answer is' Force generation ' haha gtg, adios (:

My first post (:

2009-09-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hey readers. Im Anis and im new in this blogging stuff. Emm, aku rase nk buat blog ni bcoz aku nmpk Qiela, Mieza, Raihan suma buat. So, nmpk mcm fun jee. Then aku create ahh satu (: Lets see, ape jd ahh hari ni? emm, At school. Hahaha. Byk gilaaaa gelak kat skola hari ni. Hahaha. Rase mcm tak puasa pulak. Hahaha. gila lawak ohh tadi kat lua library time rehat. aku suroh qiela tolong buatkan homework english tuition aku, then aku taknak ahh hasinah tahu. then bila kua kua je dr library, aku ckp kat qiela " Weih jgn bg tau hasinah tau yg kau buatkan untuk aku" Then suddenly, Qiela tolak tgn aku and tergelak gelak mcm org gila dgn mieza. aku mcm org bur jee. bila aku pandang pandang jee blakang. ADE HASINAH ! batak ahh. hahaha lawak gila. hahaha. and td dalam kelas gila klaka ahh, mieza buat mulut tikus. comel gilaaaaa ! hahaha. and tadi keetha dgn michelle panggil aku dtg depan. then aku pegi ahh. ktorg chat chat. then aku nmpk tgn keetha ade kesan mcm dia potong tgn dia guna blade. eeeeee, ade darah sikit sikit kot. bongok lah minah tuu. haish. Hahaha. Michelle td, nk french kiss dgn keetha. dorang bukak mulut tak boleh blah. Aku tergelak gelak mcm org gilaaa ! Hahaha. Ape lagi ahh? emm, ahh. Josephine pakai bracess ohh. Hahaha. nmpk lain doo ! Haha. but still comel. Hahahaha. Time amik air sembahyang tadi ! HAHAHAH. klaka siot hasinahhhh ! Hahaha. dia angkat tudung dia, then terjatuh kene air ! haha. mungkin bunyi mcm tak klaka but klau korang tgk ! batak ah, gelak mcm nk meletup perut. Hahaha. emm, ni jee laa untuk hari ni. Byeeeeeeeeee my friendsss (: